And Then There is You

You've had me wrapped around your finger since my freshman year. I don't know how it happened or why, I would have dropped my entire world for you in a heartbeat. Now that things have changed and we are both doing our own thing in different lives, when you ditch and change things it hurts worse then before. For whatever reason you have this hold on me and I can't make it let go. No matter how hard I try it doesn't matter, I end up right back where I started. I should know better by now, I should know from experience that you WILL let me down, but I keep rooting for you and crossing my fingers that you'll prove me and everyone else wrong. And then, the one night where all the sudden out of nowhere I think your going to prove me wrong, at the last second, you had to prove me right. I really did think that I was the exception, that every once in a while you wanted me, that you wanted to show that I was worth it. I know better now, and i hope you know I loved you, but I can't sit here and watch you circle the drain.