Blessed in SO many ways

Ya know i started blogging again so that i could get all my feelings out on the line without having to sound like a vagina to my guy friends, and yes things suck butt right now and are extremely hard. But through all of this the one person who has never stopped telling me i could do this and that no matter what he would be proud of me is my dad. I though for sure with all the screwing up I've done in the last couple of months that he would be utterly disappointed in me, but yet again tonight he proves me wrong by telling me it's just a fork in the road and I'll get over in time and until that time comes to keep trying and he'll keep helping and loving me. My mom is the same way, I've been having all these troubles with friends and yet my mom is always the best voice to hear on the other side of the phone. It amazes me how God could bless me with the two greatest people in the world as my parents. Sure I'm and 18 year old girl, we fight and have our differences but in the end, i know when i close my eyes to sleep at night that they love me more then life itself and when i wake up in the morning they are only going to love me more, and really that should make me want to be more then the pathetic person i am right now. Honestly i don't think i would have made it this far in my life with the struggles I've had to go through to only be 18 if i didn't have the parents i have. I'm a daddy's girl and my mom is my best friend. I might be struggling but I'm realizing how truly blessed i really am.